Every now and then one needs a reality check. I recently had
one myself, with regards to my writing and I am feeling a little deflated. I
had somehow fooled myself into thinking that my writing was better than it was.
I am just so mad at myself though. How could I not have known?
The upside is that I could always learn more writing
techniques and read more “How to” books on writing. The downside is that I might
just be an awful writer and no matter how many books I read about technique and
about writing, I could just be a wanne-be that might never be.
I am looking into buying a few good “how to” books on
writing and start working on a short story or two. I find it a lot more
difficult to write a short story. You really have to plan and think things
through and have a great idea with a short story or flash fiction. I definitely
have to practice with the short story and flash fiction writing. It is tough!
I have not found a new job yet and I actually started
thinking about freelancing again. I had tried it before and it had not gone
well, but I am willing to try it again. Why? Simply because I refuse to believe
that unemployment is my fate at the moment. I was thinking of trying oDesk this
time. Anyone use oDesk before?