I have figured out why I haven't been in the mood for
writing. I am the kind of writer that likes listening to music when I write or
even when I 'm simply trying to get into the mood to write. At the moment I
haven’t really listened to any new music and none of my old stuff really compels
me to write at the moment, probably because I have used them to write my old
work. Now I need new inspiration. It also doesn't help that I don’t know what
kind of music I am really in the mood for. I will know when I hear it.
I have decided to focus all my attention on learning writing
techniques and understanding them. So I won’t be doing any writing until I have
learnt how to fix the mistakes that I have been making for the past 10 years.
What is the point if I am just going to keep making the same mistakes over and
over? So I will be learning and reading. My brother made an interesting point
the other day, about how I don’t really understand all the rules about writing,
because I write in English and English is not my first language, meaning I didn’t
really learn all I had to. I just assumed what I knew would be enough.
Some of my writing mistakes are:
- I tell instead of show.
- I write in the passive voice, instead of the active.
- I am not good at descriptive writing.
- My dialogue writing is not very good either.
These are only a few mistakes, but to me they seem
like a huge deal and I am well aware that they are the writing basics. Now you
understand why I am rather going back to the beginning so that I can learn how
to write. I can’t believe I actually thought my work was good before, when all
these mistakes were there all along and the funny thing is that with all my
writing books, I didn't realize I was making all these mistakes.